✞ ☮ ♕: March 2012

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Question?

Am I the only one who's afraid of changes?

I can't seem to step out of my comfort zone and experiment things on my own. It's like, I'm so used to certain people, certain faces and certain routines that once I'm put in a whole different scenario, I sort of freeze and create unnecessary awkwardness for myself. But then again, won't you want to be somewhere you feel comfortable and where you could be yourself? Not somewhere you've to put up a front and act as if you're a whole different person.

Why is it so difficult just to try something new without having any expectations? Are we all built in a way that allows us to judge and react almost simultaneously without even trying to be just and fair? Can we not shut out the high expectations we all have?

Well, this is just based on some experiences I've had and I've no luck stepping out of my comfort zone. Was just wondering if there are people out there who have the same mindset as I have...

Monday, March 19, 2012

The only Bubz in my life~

The Creepers & the Cut-outs~

Pretty Ame<3

I.Look.So.Horrible.Sigh

Although we're both packed with our own busy schedules, we still find the time to meet up and it still feels the same <3 Known this sweetheart since my secondary school days (all the way back in 06') and I'm so glad we're still in touch with each other! Deep down, I know I can always trust her with whatever and she won't spill a thing! Love you forever & ever Bubz and I can't wait for our next picnic date!

Also to add on, I am BEYOND OVERJOYED TO FIND SOMETHING AWAITING FOR ME AND I LOVE IT WHEN IT FITS YOU PERFECTLYYYYYYYYY~ But I've been spending a weeeee bit too much recently on things, which aren't so necessary... Time to hide my cards & cash!11!!1

Friday, March 16, 2012

Overflowing

I think, I think too much.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Change

Come, enter, then leave. This seems like a vicious cycle, but why is it happening ever so often with me? Have I done something bad to get this treatment? Was I a bad person in my previous life? Or is Karma just getting me right now. I really, really don't get it. I don't usually open up to people, unless I really trust them but why do they take it for granted? Just come and go. Without a reason, or explanation? I'm so tired of dealing with this, time and time again. I don't want to feel this or whatever I'm currently feeling. I wished there was some indicator to tell me when I should put my guard up. I'm so tired. So, so tired.

I will not try anymore. Not unless, you try too. It does take two hands to clap.

Lighter note, here are some captured moments from God knows when. Ha ha ha. Too lazy to update this space.