Surprise, surprise

Recently, it hit me. That people, may not seem to be who they say they are or even act the way they are. It may seem that you may know the person since forever but once communication breaks down, you start to see their true colours... And sometimes, it may not be as pretty as a rainbow, or butterflies, or even sparkles. You really don't know anyone 100% because they're only showing you what they want you to see. Am I wrong to say that?

Time after time, I hang out with different groups of friends and somehow, due to some conflict or mishaps, I end up losing that group of friends just because of that tiny conflict. Isn't it sad? To lose so many whom you just got close to? Yet, I don't even know if any of them feels affected the way I do.

I guess what I've concluded after like so many heartbreaks and millions of wake up calls, that people come and go as and when they like. It doesn't matter if it affects you as long as they've done their part in your life, they leave. What I am thankful for are my school girls, you know who you are ;), the Clique, Voskaj, Clara, Matthew, Aurelia, Alex and you, who's aaaaaaalways been there for me no matter what. During my downfalls & my down fall (literally when I actually fell off at a chalet HAHA sigh I still don't know why it still cracks me up till now) they have been there, not with me physically but virtually through whatsapps and texts and phone calls and I guess, I never really made the proper effort to thank them enough. No amount of thank yous, presents, kisses, hugs could make up for their love and care for me. I really don't know what I did in my past life to deserve these lovely people and I am so glad for each and every one of them from the bottom of my tiny heart <3

I promise that I will make more effort in showing my appreciation to them and definitely make more time for them.

Anyway, I am not trying to point fingers at anyone but if you're feeling guilty.... Well, hmm what does it say about you? I really have seen the true colours of some people and I am quite disappointed somehow, to think that we once shared so much and now, it's almost close to nothing. Well, I am now 110% aware of who my true friends are and I would not in a billion million trillion years trade the world for them.

This is lengthy and not me but just felt the need to blab about it.......... So yes. Have a great week ahead everyone else and please, be true to your friends and treasure those around you...... :)